bh

when there is

no one else

there is something else

when there is

nothing else

there is somewhere

else

when there is nowhere else

there is somehow else

when there is

no way else

there is someone else

you.

bh

I am hurt

I cry

I say goodbye

to tears

of yesterday

tears of today

bring new

tears

of tomorrow

of joy.

bh

right

right behind

me stand

my mom and dad

they shine like light

and wrinkle a brow

they don't know why

they know how

they want me to

grow and be

a better me

but me

I want to fight

and tear

my hair and

jump right

out of

here

bh

we ask

for the

redemption

all as one

all are one

all is nothing

all is one

all one

one

for one

bh

her face

grass grows

almost stubby

and dry

earth

crumbs dry

sweat

long lines

never end

blue water

color

wash

white

and sun

never end

white

tent

bh

Thank you

for making me real

for making me feel

for making me beautiful

for making me think

for making me sensitive

for making me laugh

for making me live

for making me give

for making me pass

through the corridor

of this year

with light

bh

Paradigm

whispers

in my

ear

yesterday

the

world

had

lips

and

a

nose

and

eyes

and

today

they

whisper

and

say

they

have

lips

and

a nose

and eyes

and

a

white

imperceptible

speck

of

dust!?!

bh

DANCE

DANCE TRANCE

LIGHT SIZZLES

LIKE A GREEN

LIZARD

LIZZZ

ATH

SIZZLES BRAIN FRIZZLES

OVER

WHELMS

BLUE POND

DRIP DROP

RAIN BLOP

IN CRYSTAL

WATERS

OF BLUOOP

POND

CHSHHH

bh

want that calm

influences green shirt
long hem

humm
humm di dum

flow- go go

rock

rock on

and on all day.

bh

yah

you feel

like no

one

in the

sea

of the

net

So this is no one

in beige-grey

not saying much

nothing you haven't

read

nothing you can't

delete

nothing you haven't

read

Something you can

misinterpret

something that types

a feeling

you haven't felt

you dont feel

for real

you felt before

Something you can

ignore

block

delete

goodbye is

like hello

cuute is like

a bore

bh

so kind

of the sun

it shines

all day

and

now

it's

night

it stays

because

it heard

we might

despair

so it stays

by to

hear

of better

soon

it

will

leave

descend

it's

way

and

disappear

since it

has

done

for us

what it

could

for us

now go

but thanks

bh

As I sin

I hum

bh

Airplanes lines red

lines long lines

Jackets red yellow

Jackets bees

match

with bees. Spelling

Bee Spelling

Free Freedom

to be

me

lines stripes

colors

and other things

bh

nothing noone

no where

already

now

then then

there

ok

where

ok

bh

when someone
speaks--

be silent.

bh

The dreamers told me to dream

"Dream Away!"

But I said, "No, I must return."

bh

reality is

not the sum

of its parts.

bh

so the merriment

has basics

involuntary

united

progressive

bh

for all those

lives

that were lost:

If my child

will ask:

"Why did

you give birth to me?"

I shall reply:

"So you would ask."

as so many do.

bh

good night
in the morning

i recall the mania

in the eve

and I wonder

how stupid

I could be

cursing the sun for rising

and

warming

my

room

at

night

cold

stars

bh

I come
wash up
against the shore
sand in my nails
am I eating crabs?
the sand is sandy
on my legs
and I get up
and dance
like a crab
and sing
like the wind
and am born
like the moon
again
and again
wash

bh

I feel one thousand accusing fingers pointed at me
But if I haven't any strength what could they want?

I have the answer

I said- but that's what I am good at

and I have no direction

and some fail

because that's just me

and that's just the type that this group rejects

repelles

expells

and returns

nothing

bh

Tears to renew

all is washed away

I have overcome the past

I want to reclaim myself

but i cannot

what?

to where?

like that-- who says?

small letters
do not convey big feelings

small tears, tear
drops
relieve big tzaar

chocolate hate

faraway distant
close and foreign

lurk steamships

latkes frying pan oily
fingers

lonely no one ugly

I would cry all alone
if I
could